lyrics: paula mcmath
music: paula mcmath/Kenny Klimak

I’ve been strugglin’ through a mess with somebody
don’t get me wrong he’s wonderful
but I don’t wanna deal with the stress anymore
can’t get the words out in my defense
he has a way of makin’ no sense
but he’s always right just ask him

I made my bed so I guess I better lie in it
don’t get me wrong it’s my own makin’
but I don’t wanna lie in this bed anymore
a flick of my tongue and he’s off runnin’
he says I’m always complaining and moanin’
and I’m always wrong just ask him

and I go scraping around inside
for a shred of the truth
I hear my instincts crying
but I still don’t know what to do
how can I let go when this is all I know
I don’t understand letting go

I’ve been lying to myself lately
don’t me wrong it’s not that bad
but I don’t wanna live in this hell anymore
feel like my days are starting without me
and where he goes when he’s gone is a mystery
but he never lies to me just ask him