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will I ever know love

lyrics:  paula mcmath

music: paula mcmath/Ian Hattwick

will I ever know love 

will I only know desire

only if you ever hold me

will I ever feel that fire

is there brave enough in me to dare

is there raw enough in me to bare

will I ever know love

only if you ever care

will I ever know love

I have so much at stake

my heart has been so broken

I can't take another break

is there deep enough in you to keep me

is there hunger enough in you to feed me

will I ever know love

only if you ever need me

this can only be a two way street

mutual delirium

I will follow as you lead

I will go if you will come

to me

will I ever know love

is it even mine to find

only if you ever love me

will I ever get it right

is your mettle strong enough to tough me

are the clouds high enough above me

will I ever know love

only if you ever love me

Trust the Sky

3 flights of stairs

elevator

I feel small

trust the sky

will I ever know love

without ever saying a word

all the time I’m gonna kill

maybe one day

taken all my life

where they are

walking slowly

until I don’t know when

so long

Because We Bleed

lonely blue

wet

consumed

can’t stop thinkin’ of you

alive with my demons

naked

10 of 9

Virgin Queen Elizabeth the first

when you go

no more

deep blue dawn

Mud Flap Girl

believe you are

just ask him

with your kiss

I’m done in

don’t know why

momma

runnin’ from myself

conscious objection

so bad

hey, Francis

capital offense

Capital Offense *

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